One Month

Today my little Alexis would have been one month old. She would have been bigger and beginning all of her firsts. We miss her so much. Today is hard...i can't believe it has been a month already. She was so perfect, I dont understand why she couldn't stay with us. It just isnt fair. There are children born all the time that aren't loved or wanted....but she was very much wanted and loved...why not one of them instead of her. I just want my baby back :'(